In 1998 I gave my last 10 dollars to a homeless person, and today a lawyer came into my office with a box; I burst into tears as soon as I opened it.

I never thought a brief encounter from my teenage years would matter decades later. Then, one ordinary morning, my past appeared unannounced, in a way I never could have imagined.

I was 17 years old when I welcomed my twins.

At that age, I was penniless, exhausted, barely able to get through each day, and I still clung to school as an honor student as if it were the only thing that could save me.

My parents didn't see it that way.

They said I'd ruined everything. They told me I was on my own. Within days, I had no help and nowhere to stay.

My parents didn't see it that way.

In November 1998, I was juggling classes, two newborns, and every job I could find. The father of my children had asked me to have an abortion, so he wasn't part of the equation. Most nights, I worked the night shift at the university library.

The girls, Lily and Mae, were still wrapped against my chest in a worn scarf I had bought secondhand.

He lived on instant noodles and campus coffee.

It wasn't a plan, it was just a matter of survival.

I was juggling my studies.