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My life used to be pretty predictable. Work during the week, grocery shopping at Hy-Vee on Saturdays, church with my sister on Sundays. And for the last five years, I thought I was building a future with a man named Daniel Harper.

Daniel was 41, a real estate agent with a big smile and a bigger personality. He had that kind of confidence that fills a room before he even says anything. The first time we met, he was showing a house next door to my apartment building. He cracked a joke about my car being parked too close to the curb.

That’s how it started.

Coffee turned into dinner. Dinner turned into weekends together. Before long, we were talking about marriage.

Looking back now, there were small signs I ignored. Daniel talked about kids constantly. Not in a sweet, hopeful way, more like it was part of a checklist. House, wife, children, preferably two boys.

At the time, I didn’t think much about it. I always assumed that part of life would happen naturally.

Then came the doctor appointment.

It was a routine checkup at Mercy Medical Center with Dr. Patel, my OB-GYN. I wasn’t worried about anything serious. I just figured it was time for a yearly exam.

Dr. Patel sat across from me in that small office with the beige walls and framed medical certificates. He folded his hands carefully before speaking. That was the first moment my stomach dropped. Doctors only do that when they’re about to say something difficult.

“Laura,” he said gently, “your test results show that your ovarian reserve is quite low for your age.”

I stared at him. “I’m sorry. What does that mean exactly?”

“It means pregnancy could be difficult. Not impossible, but unlikely without assistance.”

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