Last Night, My Son Rai:sed His Hand Aga:inst Me, But I Didn’t Cry. This Morning, I Spread Out My Best Tablecloth, Cooked Breakfast Like It Was a Celebration, and Waited.

Not with regret.

Not with guilt.

Only irritation.

As though I had made him do it.

As though somehow it was my fault.

Then he shrugged.

He actually shrugged.

And walked upstairs.

A moment later, his bedroom door slammed.

I stayed where I was.

One hand pressed against my cheek.

That was when I understood something terrifying.

I was not safe in my own home.

At 1:17 a.m., I picked up my phone.
I stared at Richard’s number for almost five minutes.

We had been divorced for eleven years. We spoke from time to time. Birthdays. Holidays. Family emergencies. Nothing beyond that.

I hated the thought of calling him.

But I hated what had just happened even more.

Finally, I pressed dial.

He answered on the third ring.

“Rebecca?”

His voice was thick with sleep.

I opened my mouth.

No sound came out.

Then I forced the words through the lump in my throat.

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