I dropped to my knees in the wet, muddy grass. The gasoline can tipped over beside me. “She’s… she’s asking for me?”
“She’s terrified, Sarah. Her heart rate is erratic. She keeps mouthing the word ‘Mom.’ And the baby… the fetal heartbeat has strengthened. It’s a miracle, but it’s fragile. You need to get back to this hospital immediately. We need you here to keep her calm. If her blood pressure spikes from panic, she could hemorrhage again. You need to be here now.”
I looked up at the massive house. Inside, the dark silhouettes of Liam and his mother were still moving comfortably in the warm light. They were alive. They were entirely free.
But Chloe was awake. And the baby was fighting.
The realization hit me with the force of a freight train. If I struck another match and threw it now, the police and fire departments would swarm the estate. I would be arrested for premeditated arson and double homicide. I would go to a maximum-security prison for the rest of my natural life.
And Chloe? Chloe would wake up in a terrifying, sterile hospital bed, broken, traumatized, and fighting for her pregnancy, with absolutely no mother there to hold her hand. She would be completely alone against the Sterling family’s lawyers.
I looked at the box of matches in my hand. It was the heavy, intoxicating weight of vengeance.
Then I thought of Chloe’s cold hand in the ICU. The unbreakable weight of maternal love.
“I’m coming,” I sobbed into the phone, the tears blinding me. “Tell her I’m coming right now. Tell her Mom is on the way.”
I scrambled to my feet, my knees slipping in the mud. I grabbed the empty gas can—I couldn’t leave a single piece of physical evidence behind. I ran back toward my truck, my lungs burning with the exertion, leaving the beautiful, historic house standing. Leaving the monsters completely safe in their den.
I threw the truck in reverse and tore out of the service road, driving away, tears blurring my vision. I hadn’t burned their pristine world down. Not tonight. Not with fire.
But as I connected my phone to the Bluetooth and dialed the number of the most ruthless civil rights lawyer in the state, I realized something important. Fire is fast. But there are much slower, much more agonizing ways to completely destroy a human life.
And as Chloe’s nurse walked into her room, she handed my daughter a whiteboard.
The reunion in the ICU was incredibly quiet, but it was the loudest moment of my life. Chloe couldn’t speak much—her jaw had been fractured in two places and was wired shut—but her eyes, miraculously clear and cognizant, locked instantly onto mine the second I walked into the room. I held her hand, crying openly, pressing my forehead against hers, promising her over and over that she was safe, that the baby was safe, and that I would never leave her side.
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