2 months before I told my husband I was pregnant, he had a secret vasectomy. he accused me of cheating, drained our bank accounts, and left me for his mistress. He brought her to my first ultrasound to force me to sign away our house. “Tell me how far along this bastard is,” he sneered at the doctor. His mistress smirked. The doctor stared at the monitor, then looked dead at him. At that moment, I still didn’t know the most devastating shock was waiting for me at the ultrasound.

“Lauren!” David screamed, pushing his chair back and rushing toward me.

Another wave of pain hit, darker and heavier than the first. I felt a terrifying warmth spreading down my thighs. I looked down, my vision blurring at the edges.

Blood.

I looked up, meeting David’s terrified eyes as he reached for me.

“Don’t touch me,” I managed to whisper, before the edges of my vision went completely black, and the floor rushed up to meet me.

The rhythmic, mechanical beeping of a heart monitor was the first thing that anchored me back to reality.

I opened my eyes to the harsh, fluorescent lights of a hospital room. The smell of iodine and clean linens filled my nose. My hands instinctively flew to my stomach.

“They’re okay, Lauren,” a soft, familiar voice said.

I turned my head. My mother was sitting in a vinyl chair by the bed, her eyes red-rimmed and swollen. She reached out and gripped my hand tightly.

“The babies?” I rasped, my throat dry as paper.

“Both heartbeats are strong,” she reassured me, stroking my hair. “It was a subchorionic hemorrhage. The doctor said the extreme stress caused it. You are on strict, total bed rest for the remainder of the pregnancy. You cannot move.”

I closed my eyes, letting out a long, shuddering breath. The relief was so profound it physically ached. I had almost lost them. I had almost let the toxic gravity of David and Peyton drag my children down with them.

“Where is he?” I asked, dreading the answer.

“Outside,” my mother said, her voice turning cold. “He’s been pacing the hallway for two days. He tried to come in, but Evelyn had security physically remove him. She filed the restraining order while you were unconscious.”

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